??? Eat, Pray, Love...

terribly depressing movie...because it relates to how I feel right now.

I also just need some self discovery, as I'm sure a lot of people can do too. As I sip Merlot, and watch the graceful sunset, I feel so sad and ready to be done with my depression. I'm eager to get to the next plateau, the sadness and fear of not knowing how long that will last. Or, will it be all, finally a life of being solitary? As far as romantic connections anyway.