June 27th 2010

Have you ever walked into someone's house and noticed a 'different' smell?
Sometimes it's good, like flowers or something fresh. Other times, it's just a different smell neither good nor bad. The worst is when you notice something that's just 'OFF' and you just know it's not good.

Today I noticed a smell in my own home neither good nor bad, I thought to my self, "that's weird to notice a different smell in my own home"

I wonder if it's the MS playing tricks on my senses. I have recently had hallucinations of the visual/audio sort. I'm not hearing voices (at least that's what she assured me)I am able to 'shut off' my hearing when I don't focus on sounds like music or white noise.I know it sounds odd but that's the best way that I can explain it. I have to have my eyes open to hear everything too which is also weird. The visual thing is not like a magic smurf dancing on the counter but subtle things that remind me of a psychotropic experience.

I have been preoccupied with Farm Ville on FB because I don't want to deal with anything else. When I get mail, it seems to be mostly bills and not working it's a very depressing thing.

ggfn
(gotta go for now)