01.28.09

this is so frustrating to try to type, I keep hitting the mouse pad on my laptop and the entire page will be lost.

speaking of LOST yay this Tuesday.

well back to what I tried to say b4, I am up later than I wanted to be I think because I am making sure all of my information is all together and to make sure that I am ready for my SSA inteview tomrrow/today. I know that it's normal to be denied the first time so this is my second time and I'm hoping that I get approved this time. the sad thing is tht I waited more than 60 days to refile so technically they might see this as a first attempt. Well, I have all the paperwork submitted and I also meet a lot more of the critera this time.

The other Issue that I have RN is that I am not on my Avonex since I have to let it filter out of my systm. The pharmasutical company Biogen has informed me to do this as well as my doctors. I will have less control of my symptoms now as it begins to overtake my CNS.

If I were doing this and still working I think I would have another extreme exacerbation at work from the stress and that does not do me any good. I am luvky enough to be employed at the resort and I am a living testament to the fact that if you do what is asked of you and abide by their rules then you will be rewarded with their assistance when it comes your turn.

I just say thanx to all the people I work with and hope to be of some service in the near future. I hope that I will be able to work at the resort real soon but I am still not sure of what capacity I would be of use. This is the $64,000.00 question, what can I bring to the table that noone else can? I can wager a guess, I am compassionate and understanding and that will get me nowhere in this field. I am taking this to heart and hoping maybe falsely that something will open up for me. I won't be holding my breath though.

Well, thanx 4 reading this and I hope that you've enjoyed this. Stay tuned for further info.